Welcome to anyone who happens to pass by!

If you want to know more about me, read this meme.

I created some things (haha, if you can call this small collection of my art/fic a list, but here it is anyway):

Master-List

( click here )

So, apparently I'm having an obsession with Soulbonding Fic.
Except that I haven't. Except for my obsession during the last few weeks.

When lilithilien and amo_amas_amat linked to soulbonding-stories from different fandoms recently, and paraka stated how much she liked the genre, it was only then that I found out it WAS a genre. And I can't deny that I got interested. #learnsomethingneweveryday

Since then I've been reading some fics with a soulbonding-theme. And I've realized that I'd come across some of those earlier, I just hadn't realized.

( Click here for me baring my soul (i.e. long and without pictures) )

Title: Polaroids
Author: winterlover
Fandom/Characters: AWZ, Deniz/Roman
Word Count: 893
Rating: G
Summary: Click! - “Uh, what’s that?” - “Polaroid camera.”
Warnings/Spoilers: none
Author's Notes: I don’t own any of those characters. They belong to RTL.
Thanks to lilithilien for being my beta.
Please blame thank momogermany for another outpouring of an angsty beach-scene. Her comment on my Polaroid-icons-post was my inspiration.


( Polaroids )

I saw this in aldiara's journal and because 2011 was the first year I wrote any fanfic at all I guess it's the right time to start this, hoping that I will write more in 2012 and therefore can do this meme again next year.

( Under the cut because it's long(ish) )

Title: Unnachahmbar (Inimitable)
Author: winterlover
Fandom/Characters: AWZ, DeRo, Deniz
Word Count: 573
Rating: adult
Summary: “It was so easy to remember, so easy to imitate: Roman’s hands all over his body…”
Warnings/Spoilers: none
Author's Notes: I don’t own any of those characters. They belong to RTL.
Many thanks to geekchick1013 for the beta.


( Unnachahmbar (Inimitable) )

For some years now, in the first hours of the new year, when everyone else is in bed already, I'm putting my ipod on random-song-choice and wait what the first songs are that I get to hear and of course try to give the collection a meaning.

( Follow the cut for lots of embedded videos )

I just made a map on this website (see link below the picture) of all the countries I've visited, and it's quite empty. I haven't even been to Greece (or Spain).


visited 15 states (6.66%)
Create your own visited map of The World or website vertaling duits?

The funny thing is that I visited the US once (Columbus, Ohio for three weeks, NYC for two hours) and it still makes up the biggest red patch on the map (it's actually the TWO big red patches on the map).

I'd love if the countries would grow or shrink in size, depending on how often I visited, the UK (not counting my home country, of course) would use most of the space of my map then.

       Everywhere I looked I saw Deniz. So I made icons.


( ~ Deniz icons ~ )

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( Look, what I found! )

Title: How The Beach Changed
Author: winterlover
Fandom/Characters: AWZ, Deniz
Word Count: 411
Rating: adult, but no sexual content
Summary: Only the future will show who the person is who returns today.
Warnings/Spoilers: We don’t have to warn about sadness, do we?
Author's Notes: I don’t own any of those characters. They belong to RTL.
Thanks to amo_amas_amat for being my lovely beta at such short notice.

( How The Beach Changed )

Okay, that's what sunday afternoons are for:
I tried to figure out how many days Deniz spent in Holland, so I watched the full episodes (thanks for the fast-forward-button), trying to add the details to a timeline. Maybe someone of you is interested in that as well, so I'm putting it here.

Spoilers only for those who haven't watched the aired episodes.


( Timeline of the last days )

Title: Traces
Author: winterlover
Fandom(Pairing): AWZ, Deniz, Roman
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 4 x 100
Summary: They miss each other. One finds out, one knows already.
Disclaimer: I don’t own any of those characters. They belong to RTL.
Warnings: PWI (Porn With Issues)
Beta: aldiara, on very short notice, thanks so much (yay for different time-zones)!


( Traces )

Title: Hamburg Drabbles
Author: winterlover
Fandom/Characters: AWZ, Marc, Roman, Deniz
Word Count: 4 x 100
Rating: adult
Summary: Their first year in Hamburg.
Warnings/Spoilers: none
Author's Notes: I don’t own any of those characters. They belong to RTL.
Thanks to aldiara for being my lovely and helpful beta and for encouraging me to post them in times like these. And hugs to momogermany for the inspiration for the last drabble.


( Hamburg Drabbles )

I should be in bed for hours but I know I can only sleep well when this is released. So here it is:


Title: Flashback
Author: winterlover
Fandom/Characters: AWZ, Deniz/Roman, Marc is NOT mentioned.
Word Count: ca. 950
Rating: adult
Summary: “He didn’t want flashbacks. He didn’t want regretful and self-hating Roman… he wanted his lover happy, cheerful and sexy. But he could not control these dark thoughts.”
Warnings: none
Author's Notes: I don’t own any of those characters. They belong to RTL.
Set between the reunion and whatever that made them talk. It were the little scenes in Show that triggered my fantasy and made me imagine that the actors are giving us bits and hints to the backstory, even if Show itself doesn’t provide plot.
Thanks to lovely geekchick1013 for being my beta. <333


( Flashback )

Title: Fit
Author: winterlover
Fandom/Characters: AWZ, Deniz/Marc
Word Count: 650
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Deniz hates being fucked by Marc.
Warnings: none
Author's Notes: Set around the beginning of their life in Hamburg, which is not easy yet.
I don’t own any of those characters. They belong to RTL.
Thanks to aldiara for being my lovely and encouraging beta.


( Fit )

As you might know, last week I was in Hamburg for a couple of days before I went to Amsterdam and Utrecht to meet some Eskimos.
Here is some picture-spam from the German-part of my journey:

( Click here for lots of pictures )

Thanks again to aldiara and lilithilien for organising drabble-day! When they announced it, I wasn't sure I could write a drabble, but suddenly I had an idea. And it turned out to become a triple-drabble. But it didn't really fit any of the categories, so here it is as a thank-you for the organisers and all participants (not betaed of course, all the mistakes are mine, you may point them out in comments - but DON'T make me delete or add any words! All characters belong to RTL):

( Triple-Drabble )

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And if anyone's interested in the drabbles that earned me one of the third places (but a medal is a medal - btw, where is the medal??) in the competition (based on quantity), here they are:


( Prompt Nr. 3: Bavouche )

( Prompt Nr. 4 picture-prompt )

( Prompt Nr. 7: Lipgloss )

( Prompt Nr. 10: 20 Years Ago )

( Prompt Nr. 11: Dead Mother's Dress )

( Prompt Nr. 15: Weed )

( Prompt Nr. 18: Top-up )

( Prompt Nr. 24: Incest )

I finally managed to install the DeRo-mood-theme, as created by lilithilien!!

(link for download and instructions)

Thanks a lot for creating the theme and making foolproof instructions!

You have come to a place mute of all light, where the wind bellows as the sea does in a tempest. This is the realm where the lustful spend eternity. Here, sinners are blown around endlessly by the unforgiving winds of unquenchable desire as punishment for their transgressions. The infernal hurricane that never rests hurtles the spirits onward in its rapine, whirling them round, and smiting, it molests them. You have betrayed reason at the behest of your appetite for pleasure, and so here you are doomed to remain. Cleopatra and Helen of Troy are two that share in your fate.

(Cleopatra and Helen of Troy - not too bad, I guess.)

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Second Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Moderate
Level 2 (Lustful)	High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Moderate
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Moderate
Level 7 (Violent)	High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Low

Take the Dante Inferno Hell Test

Oh, Show!

I know that noone's watching Show anymore *looks around* but I do and, although I'm sad about the overall decline in quality and everything else, it's the small things that are annoying me so much that I can't get them out of my mind for days. And I'm not brave enough to write a letter to Frau Schade (haha, couldn't have a more appropriate name) yet. Sorry.

Lately I have learned that as soon a thought is out on the interwebs it's out of my mind, so I'm starting this not-regular, series now :

( ~~ Annoying little things ~~ )

I've been quiet for a while. Sorry, but I've been suffering from Bronchitis and I wasn't allowed to talk. ;-)
But lately (i.e. tonight) I've been feeling better and motivated to make some more icons. So here is my next bunch: some that I've already used, some that are new.
I've noticed that I still don't have a certain style, but I tried to group them:

Issues	Fun	Faces	Diverse

( - ICONS and CAPTION REQUEST - )

It's Topstory!!! It's done!!! It wasn't when I voted twenty times last night!!! Thanks to everyone who did today!!
<33333333333333 Great news to wake up to.
Do the three of them get a price???

Title: Interruptions
Author: winterlover
Fandom, Characters: AWZ, Deniz/Roman
Word Count: 784
Rating: adult
Summary: “Interrupted again”. Scene-continuation (from episode Nr.1061, EKP: 1062-1063), Deniz’ point of view.
Warnings/Spoilers: none
Author's Notes: I don’t own any of those characters. They belong to RTL. The English translation of Roman’s words at the beginning belongs to EskimoKissProject.
Thanks to lilithilien for being my beta. She understood exactly what I wanted to say and helped me putting it into correct English. <333

( Interruptions )

Yesterday I finished my 20th icon!! I've been making those icons for the entries I've been commenting on, so you might have seen them all before. But anyway, here they are, collected, and one can see the bit of progress I've already made. But I'm going to practise more in the future, be warned.
( - My first icons - )